I spent the whole day at the office and handled the stress just fine. I was tired and was looking forward to a nice cool evening of rest and relaxation.

But sadly that was not what I got.

Because I suddenly got a PM message from a person who badmouths a close friend of his all because of a personal rant in the said friend's journal. People rant in their journals all the time. It's the reader's own choice whether to believe it or not. And yes he named that said friend's name. Unashamedly pointing with an accusing finger with his words.

I really hate people like this. I hate backstabbers the worst.

I would prefer people who tell me head on that they hate me than be plastic about it and then spread hate at my back when i'm not looking. It's really really annoying.

I even tried reasoning and stating my side, that his friend was not TOO bad since said friend was entitled to her own opinion. But NOOOO, he would not listen. He was stuck in his warped up world of backstabbing. He sent me a PM, he should have sensed the annoyance and the firmness of my opinion. He stood by his opinion till the end, uncaring and insensitive of someone else's opinion.

And yes that totally destroyed my day.

All in less than 15 minutes.

To that person who may be reading this entry (yes he's on my contacts list here in multiply) I'm ranting now, does that make me a bad person? At least I don't name names, and she didn't either. You did. I really hate backstabbing insensitive people like you.

Looks like I can still look forward to summer vacation....there's no traffic at all during mornings and that is such a welcome surprise since this is my first summer as a graduate.

Well summer time in the workplace means just more work for us since most kids have more time in their hands.. but it's fine.

And lord...I seriously need a lovelife =_= everyone in the office always has someone. good lord >.<

Anyways.... I'm just recently acquiring the love for models....especially gundam and transformers...might buy some this summer.

And that Dslr I really need to purchase soon

This is a rant.... rant against my weakness and life's unfairness.

I really love my parents.... I really do. Every free time I have I want to take them out and bring them around, and even hang out with them.... I actually choose them over my friends, anytime. No questions asked.

As today is my rest day, it was only natural that I bring my parents out.... my mom specifically since my dad was too tired to go out. We went to Rockwell.... and well.... the day out turned to be a horrid nightmare.

Me and her always always always argue about money. And today was another one of those days. IN fact.... we argued about who would spend for a dress and a hat I wanted. I bought the hat, with my own money....which was fine. Then we went to Dorothy Perkins.... I tried on a shirt.... and then she goes, "Do you like that?" I replied with "Yes, But I can't afford it."

Then she goes in a fit.

What the hell.

When my brother came home from Finland, where he earns 1000% more than I do.... my mother went on a shopping spree for his clothes. Get this, even before he came home, she was already shopping for his clothes. WHY?

Even my medical bills she takes note of and tells me that it's too expensive. Pati ba naman medical bills ko binabalik nya sakin?

This is just so unfair.

Went to Ongaku Re:mix at 6pm today with Ayn. I had no plans on catwalking, but since I was dressed accordingly so (sayang naman daw sabi ni ayn kasi nakabihis na ako) I was convinced by Ayn to do the catwalk.

Bands played jpop and english remixed songs. We had free drinks, and some film showings by the sponsors. It was all fun.

Didn't stay long enough to know who won in the fashion show catwalk though, since it was already 11:45 when we left. Curfew or not, we didn't want to stay out too late.

I won a death note L bag from the raffle, which I gave to Ayn because he wanted it I took a photo as a remembrance of it though

Met Mika chan....saw Ka-chan but again wasn't able to take a photo of her

But as always.... for everything good...there is a bad counterpart. Ayn lost his phone, and I lost both my eyeliners (yeah mine is minute compared to ayn's loss....but I loved those eyeliners to bits! eemphorted kaze, victoria's secret at shiseido na liquid eyeliner =_

I don't have much photos...but I will upload vids of the bands.

430 am...and yes I just felt the need to rant...because i just need to get this out of my system.

Usual scenario of a courtship is guy likes girl, guy courts girl, and if girl likes guy back, they get together.

But in my case...it was like this: guy courts girl, then tells girl after 8 months that she should not expect anything out of it.

WTH?!

Then why the heck was there a courtship in the first place if he did not want me to expect anything?!

Argh!

Ok there, done ranting, and back to the sewing.... my shoes still have that converse patch...so I need to remove those.